Saturday, September 16, 2006
diminished.
diminished.
everything is diluting
like a head spinning clockwise
welcoming another life to enter
causing discreet overload pain
images are vividly overlayed
colors are dissolved
profound peace is here
where a good soul is half sober
and pain is never a killer
it never is
Gothess
*160906*
Dee | 2:28 AM |
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Once Upon A Time.
Once upon a time..
There was a bitch
Who thought she was a witch
That bitch went bitching around
Screeching like the worst banshee ever found
She grinned like a bitch
She thought she smirked like a witch
That bitch had a loyal grey cat
She always thought it was a black cat
That bitch was creating bad smells
She thought they were all spells
Twice upon a time..
That bitch finally moved to a bitch camp
She thought it was a witch camp
That bitch finally died in a bitch fight
She flew down to a bitch hell, that's right!!!
-Dee-
*i had so much fun making this entry, LOL*
Friday, September 01, 2006
Feeling needlessly emotional..
I was feeling all emotional today. Some shitty crap happened at work, causing my rising anger to be completely power-pressed against extra patience I grabbed from my hidden inventory. Ridiculous and highly unreasonable criticism and accusation that evil threw at my face. Felt like poofing the most powerful and evilest spell ever made to destroy his slithery tongue while he was talking all like shit, (at least I did it on my mind, lol). I was all tongue-tied, surrendering for pride, trying to forgive and forget, yet it didn't get any better till the last blabbering session, another bearded freak was playing all muted and blind on purpose. I was trying so hard not to get carried away and explode a C4 upon his beard, I ignored yet the surrounding noticed, they could read my obvious mind, telling me not to think about that goatee so much, that I was doing all OK, and such thing that could burst my salty prideless tears at anytime for he was being totally disrespectful, maybe he was just having a bad day, oh yes, let it be that way, or else I'd tie and force him to open his eyes and watch me just like when Alex de Large was forced to watch some violent movies by those mad scientists in Kubrick's A Clockwork Orange (not that I'm saying I'm violent, LOL). Somehow, I kept being reminded that it is definitely fine to try to make other people like you, but then again, you can't make all of them do such, some people just have different mindsets and the hardest thing to swallow and digest is the fact that I have to agree on that. Thank God I have my other half to listen and help me get through these sleazy glitches of the day. He soon replaced it all with such big relieving news that brought my sincere curvy smile back all the way. I totally love him.
I'm now begging my eyes to do the usual rituals as the closing, resting in bare comfort, playing dead until tomorrow. :)
Dee | 12:47 AM |